I wish you all a happy new year! May this year be even better than the previous!
Today I wanted to introduce myself to you. Once you realize that you and only you can choose what you are going to post on social media and that only you can control what kind of a person people are going to see on your social media and blog channels – it’s a mind-blowing realization. (Visit me on my Instagram account sabixsm) I know this sounds funny but I realized that the things I post actually represent a totally different person. That’s why I wanted to tell you a little bit more about myself .
Did you know that being a happy optimistic person can be a blessing but also a curse? Let me tell you more…
So today, I’ll unravel my mind to you and present to you one fact about me (for starters). I bet you didn’t know that I’m actually the same type of person as the “Sunny Day” girl from season 8 “Scrubs”. I literally laugh and smile all the time, when I’m happy, when I’m nervous, when I meet new people even when I’m scared, I’ve got that nervous cracking laugh. Even writing this down makes me smile because now I realize what kind of a freak I am.
And the saddest part of it all is that laughing was very much a problem a lot of the times. In school, people told me I had to be high to laugh that much – which also, made me laugh more.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Later on, meeting parents of my former boyfriends was really weird. One time, I was so joyful and happy – I just thought everything worked out fine, although they were analyzing me the whole time which made me a bit nervous (which, of course, made me chuckle) – according to my former boyfriend, the only thing they said about me was “she sure laughs a lot”. But not in an approving way.
Stuff like that happened really often as people would act more serious around me like they were trying to say “get your shit together”.
But although all of that happened, they didn’t get me down. I don’t care, I’m an optimistic, kind and helpful person, that’s just who I am. And there were many times when laughing and smiling was the right thing to do.
I’ll never forget one friend of mine saying: “Sabina, you always laugh at my jokes, around you I almost feel like I’m an interesting person.”. He told me that I actually help him build up his confidence. And that’s how he has built up mine.